Its 1 day to let go 2010

• thanks to those who hated me,they made me a stronger person.
• thanks to those who loved me,they made my heart bigger.
• thanks to those who were worried about me,they let me know that they actually cared.
• thanks to those who left me,they made me realize that nothing lasts forever.
• thanks to those who entered my life,they made me who I’m today.

just want to THANK YOU for being there in my life whatever I might have meant to you.

I want to wish you HAPPY NEW YEAR 2011 ♥

love INDONESIA ♥

aku cinta INDONESIA. apapun yang mereka katakan tentang INDONESIA. bagaimanapun keadaan INDONESIA. walaupun pemerintahannya berantakan, aku nggak peduli, yang jelas aku cinta INDONESIA. mungkin karna dari kecil keluargaku udah menanamkan nasionalisme, dan aku bangga karna sekarang udah sedikit sekali generasi yang masih cinta INDONESIA. terlepas dari bebagai sisi negatifnya, INDONESIA tetap negara yang patut diacungi jempol. sumber daya alam, kebudayaan, norma norma.INDONESIA. Iku kaya, hanya belum bisa dimanfaatkan semaksimal mungkin. dan aku selalu berdoa semoga tanah airku terlepas dari berbagai musibah dan bisa menjadi negara maju yang tetap menjunjung tinggi budaya dan agama. amin ♥

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INDONESIA MENANG WALAU TAK JUARA

arif suyono >> pacar baru saya :p

penyisihan : Bepe20 & IrfanBachdim10

new hope for INDONESIA

Irfan Bachdim on yard

dance of celebration

hubunganku dan Mr.S semakin memburuk, HTS, berantem teruuuuuuus. mungkin memang aku terlalu egois, aku salah. aku sayang sm dia, tapi aku udah ndak merasa cocok lagi sama dia, ok aku nyaman kalo lagi sama dia, tapi pasti ujung-ujungnya kelai. maafin aku Mr.S. aku ndak ada maksud mau mempermainkan kamuuu. kamu memang sosok cowok yang aku cari slama ini, bisa jagain aku. manjain aku, nurutin kemauanku. nyaris sempurnaaa. tapi mau sampe kapan kita kayak gitu? aku yakin, kamu psti bisa dapat yang terbaik buat hidup kamu, cewek yang ndak dipasung, masalalu nya baik-baik aja, bisa bahagiain kamu. pasti ! kmu ngerti kaaan? dan smoga di tahun 2011 kamu udah bisa mulai hidup baru kamu, punya karier yang ok, pacar baru, kesehatan, dan smoga kmu senantiasa dalam lindungan Allah swt. Amin ♥

kangeeeeeeeeeeeeeen :|

At kampus Jur. Keperawatan

gelapgelapan :O (dec, 24th 2010)

♥

...sepertinya akan menjadi hari yang sangat membosankan. tamu bulanan, lambung yang (sangat) tidak bersahabat, ditambah lagi nasib sebagai anak pingitan yang hanya bisa menghabiskan malam tahun baru dirumah -can you imagine how it feels. entah sampai kapan harus kayak gini, dan aku tidak bisa berbuat apapun. berusaha nerima kenyataan dan menjalaninya itu lah jalan satu² nya. aku akan berusaha menikmatinya :)

hari ini, aku putuskan untuk menghabiskan waktu dirumah saja. update blog, mengisi waktu luang dengan sepupu kecilku. akau pasti bisa menikmatinya !

last night, Mr. S sibuk bersama teman² nya. di awal hari ini dia bahkan tidak mmembalas smsku. aku berusaha untuk tidak peduli. dan aku pikir aku bisa. dan hal paling 'menyenangkan' sampai saat ini adalah ketika aku membaca status facebooknya :

Megol Iwan Setiawan ‎#pray - Saya berdo'a pada kalender masehi yang ada di dinding kamar saya. Saya berharap ada perubahan di tahun 2011, mengenai gaya hidup sehat, bisa mengaji, rajin menyembah الله, mudahkan dalam segala cobaan, karir makin sukses, dompet makin tebal, asmara (semoga cinta saya diterima sama gadis keturunan jawa cina idaman saya ♥), ma...kin hoki, makin konyol, makin dewasa dan awet muda, serta senyum yang normal :D amin

siapakah gadis yang dimaksud? ahaha siapapun dia, aku berharap gadis itu memberikan dampak positif dalam hidupnya (amin) dan semua ini cukup membuat saya tersenyum dipagi ini. dia pasti mendapatkan yang terbaik untuk hidupnya. dan itu juga menjadi doa ku. dan mari kita lihat apalagi yang akan terjadi hari ini. be right back ! :33

i'm so miss Mr. S

mj squad

thanks for Gilang Oktantrio Nanda

they will never love you as much as I love you, mr. S ♥

Arctic Monkeys - Fake Tales Of San Francisco

aku dan MEGOL

hari ini. kuliah (telat upacara). sesi curhat sama Rosa Jayanti. sorenya jalan sama si Megol :') ngeliat dia ngakak, cemberut, harus kuakui, aku suka dia yang sekarang (sedikit). dan setelah kamu bilang makasih karna ndak ada 'perang' hari ini. aku juga mau bilang, selamat kamu udah bikin aku senang hari ini :')

UGLY ULISH

Pasir Panjang Beach, Dec 3rd 2010

SELAMAT TAHUN BARU ISLAM SEMUA ƪ(˘⌣˘)ʃ

if you were here

be my friend on looklet :

http://looklet.com/user/347150

ciluuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuk baaaaaaaaaaaaaaa !

Zia Azian Aman gemecin deyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyh. ahahahahahahahahahahah :D

eehm. impian (y)

tadinya abis ke resepsi pernikahan teman smp ku sama si paklau. eeh jadi ngebayangin akunya jadi mempelai sama si paklau. ahaha :DD ada ada saja. 3 tahun yang akan datang. insyaallah :) semoga kamu yang terbaik dan jadi jodohku nant. AMIN :)

RETNO CITRO

as retnoaldo 13

Kamu masih duduk di hari itu?

Kapan mau berdiri dan beranjak menjemputku?

SUNDAY YEAAAAY (Y)

SLEEPLY

Agnes Monica - Karna Kusanggup

Biarlah ku sentuhmu
Berikanku rasa itu
Pelukmu yang dulu
Pernah buatku

Ku tak bisa paksamu
‘tuk tinggal disisiku
Walau kau yang selalu sakiti
Aku dengan perbuatanmu
Namun sudah kau pergilah
Jangan kau sesali

Reff:
Karena ku sanggup walau ku tak mau
Berdiri sendiri tanpamu
Ku mau kau tak usah ragu
Tinggalkan aku
Huuu.. kalau memang harus begitu

Tak yakin ku kan mampu
Hapus rasa sakitku
Ku ‘kan selalu perjuangkan cinta kita
Namun apa salahku
Hingga ku tak layak dapatkan kesungguhanmu

Back to Reff:

Tak perlu kau buatku mengerti
Tersenyumlah karena ku sanggup

love it #2

uuuulish #childish

aku dan motorku yang berantakan :|

taken by Zia Azian

where's KIKIYO ?

senam pagi bersama ASKES #2

friday. nov26th 2010

M. Ramadhan Al - Farisi

thanks God :)

pulang kuliah. jam 11 siang. hujan hujan (niatnya  sih nain hujan). eeh malah nabrah honda jazz nya pak haji. ckck --" nasib mu la naaak naaak. abes body depan mio soul kesayanganku. T.T >> jl. P. Antasari, Singkawang.

GOOD NIGHT ☺

I'm bored :)

1) Bold who you’d sex it up with

2) Italic who you’d go with after a little persuasion.

3) Strikethrough who you wouldn’t go near with a 10 foot pole

4) Leave whoever does nothing for you.

 

Jack Barakat * Rupert Grint * Gabe Saporta * Samuel Christensen * Ian Somerhalder * Shia LaBeouf * Patrick Stump * John Hannah * Hugh Grant * Colin Firth * Nick Santino * Leonardo Di Caprio * Billy Zane * Chris Brown * Vin Diesel * Paul Walker * James Marsden * Joe Jonas * Simon Cowell * Elijah Wood * Tobey Maguire * James Franco * Alex Gaskarth * Nick Jonas * Sean Connery * Ben Gibbard * Brendon Urie * Adam Brody * Emile Hirsch * Halvo * Jackson Rathbone * Taylor Lautner * Cam Gigandet * Jay Baruchel (?) * Kanye West * Jason Segel * Orlando Bloom * Johnny Depp * Paul Rudd * Seth Rogen * Bill Hader * Justin Timberlake * Robert Pattinson * Robert Schwartzman (?) * Matt Prokop * Daniel Radcliffe * Tom Felton * William Moseley * Corbin Bleu * Ryan Ross * Ed Westwick * Chace Crawford* Justin Bieber * Michael Bruno * David Henrie (?) * Josh Ocean * John Stamos * Kevin Smith * Jason Mewes * John O’Callaghan * Shane Dawson (?) * Jon Gosselin * Stephen Gomez (?) * Ricky Martin * Ben Affleck * Jared Leto * Jude Law * Jerry Pierce (?) * Chris Pine * Brandon Flowers * Evan Peters (?) * Devon Sawa (?) * Ashton Kutcher * Gerard Butler * David Beckham * George St-Peirre (?) * Danny Jones * Alexander Skarsgård * Paul Wesley (?)* Dougie Poynter * John Cena * Kellan Lutz * Tom Hardy (?) * Charlie Hunnam (?) * Chris Evans * Jonathan Rhys Meyers * Mark Salling (?) * Josh Harnett * Zacky Vengeance * Johnny Christ * Kris Allen * Patrick Dempsey * Adam Lambert * Jensen Ackles * Jared Padalecki * Misha Collins (?) * Craig Owens * William Beckett * Conor Oberst (?) * Eminem * Kennedy Brock * Loren Brinton (?)* John Gomez (?) * Alfie Scully (?) * Dan Brown * Sean Foreman * Andrew De Torres * Billie Joe Armstrong * Rian Dawson * Drake * Ryan Sheckler * Lil Wayne * Jay Sean * Kid Cudi * Ryan Gosling * Channing Tatum * Michael Cera * Tony Romo * Charles Trippy (?) * Frank Iero * Christofer Drew * Fabio * Landon Pigg (?)* Daniel Craig * Hugh Jackman * Heath Ledger * Eli Roth * Dave Tango (?) * Justin Bartha * Seth Green * Ewan McGregor *Jesse James* Mark Wahlberg * Chad Michael Murray * Daren Kagasoff (?) * Simon Baker * Colin Farrell * Matt Damon * Skandar Keynes (?)* Ben Barnes (?)* David Cook (?) * David Archuleta * Josh Hutcherson * Logan Lerman (?) * Max Theriot (?)* Cory Monteith * Eric Dane * Milo Ventimiglia Zack Merrick * Pierre Bouvier * Garrett Nickelsen * Oliver Sykes * Bradley Cooper * Brian Molko (?)* Pete Wentz * Joel Madden * Blake Harnage (?)* Paul McCartney * Bryan Donahue * Caleb Turman * Alex Suarez * Alex Johnson * Justin Richards (?) * Josh Franceschi * Aaron Johnson (?) * Matt Barnes * Dan Flint * Sterling Knight (?) * Sean Smith * John Grimes (?) * Edward Grimes (?) * Lloyd Daniels * Penn Badgley * Peter Facinelli * Billy Burke * Alex Chaske * Robert Downey Jr.* Andy Bell* Edward Cullen *Dave Franco (?) * Will Smith * Nick Cannon * Charlie Bewley (?) * Chester Bennington (?) *Jake Gyllenhaal * Micheal Phelps * Drake Bell (?) * Ryan Reynolds * Liam Hemsworth * John Mayer * Alex Noyes (?) * Jimmie Deeghan (?)* Travis Clark * Travis Pastrana * Nathaniel Motte * Jason Rosen (?) * Andrew Lee (?) * Pat Kirch * Ben McKenzie * Dustin Milligan (?)* Barack Obama * Johnny Knoxville * Tom Welling * Tom Cruise * Justin Gaston * Mitch Hewer (?)*Tom Fletcher * Erik Roner * * Kevin Jonas * Zac Efron

i cant manage to read name by name. so i just bold what i can catch :)

love it

20 ways to love your body

  1. Think of your body as the vehicle to your dreams. Honor it. Respect it. Fuel it.
  2. Create a list of all the things your body lets you do. Read it and add to it often.
  3. Become aware of what your body can do each day. Remember it is the instrument of your life, not just an ornament.
  4. Create a list of people you admire: people who have contributed to your life, your community, or the world. Consider whether their appearance was important to their success and accomplishments.
  5. Walk with your head held high, supported by pride and confidence in yourself as a person.
  6. Don’t let your weight or shape keep you from activities that you enjoy.
  7. Wear comfortable clothes that you like, that express your personal style, and that feel good to your body.
  8. Count your blessings, not your blemishes.
  9. Think about all the things you could accomplish with the time and energy you currently spend worrying about your body and appearance. Try one!
  10. Be your body’s friend and supporter, not its enemy.
  11. Consider this: your skin replaces itself once a month, your stomach lining every five days, your liver every six weeks, and your skeleton every three months. Your body is extraordinary–begin to respect and appreciate it.
  12. Every morning when you wake up, thank your body for resting and rejuvenating itself so you can enjoy the day.
  13. Every evening when you go to bed, tell your body how much you appreciate what it has allowed you to do throughout the day.
  14. Find a method of exercise that you enjoy and do it regularly. Don’t exercise to lose weight or to fight your body. Do it to make your body healthy and strong and because it makes you feel good. Exercise for the Three F’s: Fun, Fitness, and Friendship.
  15. Think back to a time in your life when you felt good about your body. Tell yourself you can feel like that again, even in this body at this age.
  16. Keep a list of 10 positive things about yourself–without mentioning your appearance. Add to it!
  17. Put a sign on each of your mirrors saying, “I’m beautiful inside and out.”
  18. Choose to find the beauty in the world and in yourself.
  19. Start saying to yourself, “Life is too short to waste my time hating my body this way.”
  20. Eat when you are hungry. Rest when you are tired. Surround yourself with people that remind you of your inner strength and beauty. 

Courtesy of NEDA and Margo Maine, Ph.D.

uuuulish #26nov2010

uuuulish #26nov2010

Love is Metaphysical Gravity

Indonesian > English. Why?

 Ternyata Bahasa Indonesia jauh LEBIH SIMPLE dibanding Bahasa Inggris. Ini dia buktinya:

  In English: “Would you care to validate your previous statement?” In Indonesian: “SUMPE LO?!

  In English: “Sorry, I think you miscalculated your own capabilities to handle the task at hand.” In Indonesian: “Nenek lu kiper!

  In English: “Would you care to elaborate on that statement?” In Indonesian: “MAKSUD LOH?!”

  In English: “There’s a 75% chance I won’t make it, I’m far too busy for ur stupid event.” In Indonesian: “Insya’allah gw dateng!”

  In English: “The meeting will start at 9:15 AM. Please be there 15 minutes beforehand.” In Indonesian: “Rapatnya jam 8!”

  In English:”Let’s try this new scam and see if those carbo-ladden brains buy it” In Indonesian: “Mama minta pulsa”

  English: “Please stop by our outlet. There might be stuff you’ll find interesting.” Indonesian: “Giordanonya, Kakaaak!”

  English: “I’ve stumbled upon something that might be of interest to you. You might find it useful.” Indonesian: “CEKIDOT GAN!”

  English: “I’m so overwhelmed by this turn of event that I’m speechless and in awe.” | Indonesian: “ANJROT!”

  English: “This is a very interesting topic that everybody should stay updated about this.” Indonesian: “Sundul, Gan!”

  English: “I definitely won’t make it. You guys go and have fun without me.” | Indonesian: “Ntar gue nyusul.”

  English: “You’re absolutely, positively 100% correct. But I knew that already.” | Indonesian: “EMBEER!”

  English: “That’s so profound. I can’t contribute anything further but I need to say something to sound equally smart.” Indonesian: “Dalem.”

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHASDFGHJKL!@#$%^&*(@#$%^&*, YOU SAID IT RIGHT!

(Source: marshamarshamarshaon tumblr )

Remedy Waloni

I’m feeling gray ..

Can sumbody send me a rainbow ??

I want my colorful life back ..

words by : kirniadiara

senam pagi bersama ASKES

kampus jurusan Keperawatan,

POLTEKKES KEMENKES PONTIANAK

friday, Nov 26th. 2010

Mocca - My Only One

We had a fight last night
And I called him: “mad!”
Makes me feel so sad
And I’m so ashamed

He’s my only one
I give him all my love
Even though my mom says: “No!”
I just go on and on..

No one’s gonna take him away from me..

Everyday and every night
I just wanna hold him tight and make sure that everything stays right
And everyday and every night
To dream of him is my delight and know that
He’ll stay with me all the way

with OCHA

SETIAWAN ♥

holiday after midtest part 2

passi mountain. singkawang. kalimantan barat

          tuesday, nov 23th. 2010

holiday after midtest